So over the past few weeks I was able to come a little closer to understanding whats wrong with me. Not to say anything has been magically fixed though; I still get horribly sick to my stomach on a regular basis….But I now have come to terms with what I have and what it’s doing to me. The biggest window I have at this point is just getting out of this job. If I do, I feel as though all the sickness will go away.
Thats a lot i’m riding on….isn’t it? I know, I know. It really probably isn’t that easy, but I can dream. I would love nothing more than to quit and go back to feeling decently normal on a regular basis. [As if I ever felt completely normal to begin with…]